Chapter 81: Hold Me
โI didnโt, I didnโt do anything, I swear.โ Luo Jinxiao guessed she must have misunderstood something and hurriedly raised her hands. Seeing Qu Weiyin so heartbroken, she felt uncomfortable herself, her heart twisting into knots.
โDo you think Iโm incredibly boring, that I can only hide my worries and not speak them? I deserve it, Luo Jinxiao.โ Qu Weiyin choked, raising her wide sleeves to wipe the tears from her face. โWhy did you have to appear? It would have been better if everything had remained the same.โ
โThe first time I died, I was filled with hatred for everything. I wanted to see corpses everywhere, to slaughter all living beings and become a true demon.โ
โBut the second time I died, I just wanted to end it all. I didn’t want to see these mountains and rivers ever again.โ
โBut you made me stay.โ Qu Weiyin said.
Luo Jinxiao’s eyes were also moist as she stood motionless.
โI really donโt know what to doโฆโ Qu Weiyinโs voice became fainter and fainter, as if it would be blown away by the wind at any moment. She suddenly staggered forward two steps, and the sword in her hand clattered to the ground.
Luo Jinxiao subconsciously stepped forward and opened her arms. Qu Weiyin fell into her embrace, her cheek resting on her shoulder. The last hot tear flowed down Luo Jinxiaoโs neck and into her clothes.
โWhy is the demonic energy around you so strong?โ Luo Jinxiao said hoarsely. She sniffed and turned, carrying Qu Weiyin on her back.
โDonโt let me see the Sect Leader. Iโll want to kill her.โ Qu Weiyin suddenly said. โTake me back.โ
Luo Jinxiao didn’t dare disobey. She ran a few quick steps, and their bodies vanished.
The night breeze swept through the entrance hall as Luo Jinxiao burst in carrying Qu Weiyin on her back. They ran right into Lu Fanzhi and the others who had been waiting in the hall. Everyone stared at each other in shock, rising to their feet.
โDid you find Junior Shishu Qu?โ Lu Fanzhiโs eyes followed Luo Jinxiao as she bypassed the screen.
โYes.โ Luo Jinxiao said concisely, rushing into the inner room.
At this time, Luo Ning waved to Lu Fanzhi, and the others secretly slipped out.
Luo Jinxiao had no time to care about anyone now. She placed Qu Weiyin on the bed, touched her forehead with her hand, and said anxiously, โWhy is it so hot? Iโฆโ
โItโs okay. If I die, you can be with someone else, fulfilling your wish.โ Qu Weiyin struggled to hold onto the edge of the bed, propping up her delicate shoulders, and looked at Luo Jinxiao.
โWhat are you talking about? What will I do if you die?โ Luo Jinxiao was angry when she heard this and raised her voice.
โLie down.โ Luo Jinxiao commanded.
Qu Weiyin didnโt move. She looked at Luo Jinxiao for a moment, then suddenly leaned forward. The distance between them suddenly shortened, and Luo Jinxiao could see each of her curled eyelashes.
โThen do you want to… before I turn into a demon?โ She lowered her voice, her tone suddenly becoming seductive, but her eyes were still filled with pain.
Seeing the blood in her eyes, Luo Jinxiao suddenly felt her heart leap out of her chest, and her mind buzzed.
She took a breath in a daze and said, โWhat?โ
โDual cultivation.โ Qu Weiyin replied.
Luo Jinxiao was so startled by these two words that she almost fell off the bed. She clutched her chest, to make sense of the situation while forcing herself to say, “Could it be that you… think I’ve done dual cultivation with someone else?”
The sudden change in Qu Weiyin’s eyes told Luo Jinxiao she had guessed correctly, and her mind felt like it was about to explode.
“How could I possibly do dual cultivation with anyone? You, me, what kind of logic is this?” She felt like crying. To think she had been racking her brains trying to figure out what she had done wrong.
It was simply absurd.
“I don’t know where you heard this from, but I, Luo Jinxiao, would never do something so improper,” Luo Jinxiao said emphatically.
“Really?” Qu Weiyin’s eyes immediately began to avoid her gaze.
โOf course, and with Junior Shishu here, even if I wanted to dual cultivate, I wouldnโt look for anyone elseโฆโ Luo Jinxiao mumbled.
Hearing this, Qu Weiyin unconsciously bit her lip and pushed herself away from Luo Jinxiao. Looking up, she asked, “Then why did Qiongqi say you and the Sect Leader…”
Qiongqi? Luo Jinxiao was so angry that she couldnโt speak. She immediately got up to go and beat her up, but Qu Weiyin grabbed her sleeve.
She turned around and said loudly, โYou believe her? That creature thinks any sentence over two words is too long. She only uses words she fancies when she speaks. It’s lucky if you can understand her at all. You believed what she said and got yourself so angry?โ
“I was asking the Sect Leader for guidance on my cultivation and happened to mention dual cultivation. Qiongqi must have overheard just that part.”
Only then did Qu Weiyin realize what a big misunderstanding she had caused. She suddenly clenched her fists, furrowed her brow, and turned her face away.
To think that she, the great Demon Lord reborn, could end up in such an embarrassing situation.
The pain earlier was real, and the awkwardness now was equally real.
Luo Jinxiao sighed, but at the same time, joy overwhelmed the anger and heartache that flooded her mind.
Qu Weiyin was so angry because she thought she had dual cultivated with the Sect Leader. Did this mean that she had feelings for her?
Sensing the sudden surge of joy emanating from Luo Jinxiao, Qu Weiyin lowered her head to rest on her knees.
โJunior Shishu, look at me.โ Luo Jinxiao sat down and curled her lips.
Qu Weiyin was too embarrassed to lift her head and chose to ignore Luo Jinxiao’s words.
โDid you just say that you couldโฆ with meโฆโ
โShut up.โ Qu Weiyin snapped. She quickly wiped her still-damp face before releasing her arms from around her knees.
Luo Jinxiao raised her hand to wipe her tears. Qu Weiyin sniffed and muttered to herself, โThis is so embarrassing.โ
Luo Jinxiao laughed when she heard this. She had never seen Qu Weiyin like this before. She was so adorable.
โYou care about me, donโt you?โ Luo Jinxiao suddenly asked, her expression serious. She tilted her head slightly, her bangs falling to cast shadows on her face in the candlelight.
Qu Weiyin didn’t answer. Instead, she said softly, “You know that I’ve been reborn, don’t you? That I was once the ruthless, universally hated Demon Lord?โ
This time it was Luo Jinxiaoโs turn to be silent.
โIโve always wanted to ask you why you were never surprised by certain things. Now that I think about it, you werenโt surprised because you already knew.โ
โBut if you knew it was me, why didn’t you stay away?โ Qu Weiyin asked.
Luo Jinxiao looked into her eyes, then lowered her head and picked at her sleeve with her fingers. After a while, she said, โBecause I like you. Before you, no one saved me again and again, no one cared so much about my safety. Iโve never met a better person than you.โ
Qu Weiyin was stunned. Hearing these words from Luo Jinxiaoโs mouth still made her heart tremble.
โYouโve seen me back then, havenโt you?โ Qu Weiyin asked again.
Luo Jinxiao nodded like a child being questioned.
Qu Weiyin stared at Luo Jinxiao’s bowed head, feeling as if she could look at her for a hundred years.
Suddenly, she clutched her forehead, and faint black energy spread from between her eyebrows, unable to be suppressed any longer.
Although Luo Jinxiao was anxious, she didn’t know what to do. She could only watch intently, her eyes full of concern.
โYou see, I can no longer contain the demonic energy. I will soon return to my old ways, bloodthirsty and cruel. If you hadnโt truly angered me this time, I wouldn’t have revealed even a hint of this.”
Hearing this, Luo Jinxiao instinctively grabbed her hand.
“It won’t be long now. After I’m gone, or dead, please be with someone else, alright, Jinxiao?โ Qu Weiyin said, her voice almost pleading. “This is the first time I’ve experienced these feelings. It’s not pleasant.”
โYou wonโt die.โ Luo Jinxiao said resolutely, her vision blurring. โWhere else can you go? I can go to the Demon Realm. Wherever you go, Iโll go and find you.โ
โThatโs what Iโm most afraid of.โ Qu Weiyinโs chest heaved, and she closed her eyes slightly.
But it wasnโt that she didnโt hope for it.
โDonโt be afraid, Iโll always be with you.โ Luo Jinxiao sighed softly, stroking her cheek and brushing her long eyelashes, wiping away the remaining water droplets.
โIโll make you truly trust me.โ Luo Jinxiao said quietly, smiling through her tears as she swayed in front of Qu Weiyin.
Qu Weiyin’s lips couldn’t help but soften slightly. Her pale fingers pushed Luo Jinxiao’s head away as she murmured, “You’re impossible.”
โBut next time, donโt risk your life to save me. I want to see you live well, cultivate step by step, and one day stand at the peak of this world, looking down on everything.โ
Luo Jinxiao felt a little unhappy when she heard this, muttering to herself how everyone was like this.
She felt like there were several human walls in front of her, all treating her like a delicate flower. โBut if there really is such a day, I hope I wonโt be alone.โ Luo Jinxiao shook her head.
She didnโt want to end up alone. She wanted to continue living her current life peacefully.
Seeing Qu Weiyin crying so heartbrokenly and her weak body, she thought of teasing her and suddenly asked, โHow exactly does this dual cultivation improve one’s powers?โ
Qu Weiyin hummed for a while with a heavy nasal voice before slowly saying, “I’ve only heard others speak of it. It’s said to be faster than conventional methods, but it can’t really be openly discussed since it involves two people doing… that…”
She couldn’t continue and no longer dared to look at Luo Jinxiao.
โNo wonder Junior Shishu is so jealous.โ Luo Jinxiao chuckled. โThen do you still mean what you said earlier?โ
โNo, I donโt.โ Qu Weiyin mumbled.
Luo Jinxiao pouted, thinking to herself how quickly Qu Weiyin had changed her mind.
Qu Weiyin sat with her knees bent for a while, gradually losing strength. She raised her delicate hand, slowly touching Luo Jinxiao’s arm before resting it in the crook of her arm.
The womanโs skin was soft and cool.
โHold me.โ She said.
Luo Jinxiaoโs mind went blank. She didnโt react, only staring at Qu Weiyinโs stunningly beautiful face under the dim light.
โAre you deaf?โ Qu Weiyin frowned slightly and rebuked.
โNo, Iโm not deaf.โ Luo Jinxiao stammered. Then, with a stiff body, she leaned forward, wrapping her arms around Qu Weiyin’s shoulders and gently holding her.
Happiness came too suddenly, and she wasnโt ready.
Qu Weiyin fell into the embrace, her face pressed against Luo Jinxiao’s neck. She hugged Luo Jinxiao’s waist tightly, as if afraid she might slip away.
โI was truly enraged earlier, and I almost had the urge to kill.โ
โIn fact,, if you had run away with someone else, I might have immediately collapsed and become a demon.โ
โIโm so scared, Luo Jinxiao.โ
thank you for the chapter (ยดเผเบถ อส เผเบถ `)โก
I just halfway through reading that they were discussing cultivation through boombayah (๏ผโฒโ`)
Theyre so insand i love them so much